Lack of Motivation...

So I quit my fantastic job to be at home again with my girls. Wow anyone who tells you that being a working mom is harder than a stay home full time mom is WRONG! I can't believe how much harder this is now that I have been away for a year. The first little while I slept in a little, the girls were still out of school and had no real timetable. Then I started getting up, getting ready, going for walks and getting into it. I don't know what happened, probably the week that Brad lost his job, but I can't get motivated. Not for anything. I need to work on that!! So I guess the question is, Does life motivate or do we motivate life?

Brad did get another job, it's a great job!! He is "Creative Director" at a sign company and really loving it! Jessica is temping in a long term position at the same place grandma is working, and she is really happy. She has made friends and goes to lots of church activities with them.

So I guess I need to make a move. Do something for myself. Here we go...